Still kickin !

Hey Everyone....

I don't know if anyone ever reads my stuff, but, sometimes it helps just to get it off my chest. I haven't been here in ages, kind of got it in my mind that it was a huge waste of time and effort.

I wish I could make ALL people understand the damage and lifetime of hurt they cause when they abuse someone. I mean the bruises go away, the scars heal, but the soul is harmed and broken and the memories are forever. Every time I hear about a new incident [which is a lot more often than should ever be] it refreshes the ugly memories. Abuse can crumble your soul, fracture your heart, murder your dreams, kill your innocence, and completely destroy your trust in almost all people...And I would tell you that it gets better, but I haven't gotten there yet. Oh, it is better than it used to be, but IT IS STILL THERE. Just stop being mean, I mean even the mind control, the mental abuse it almost worse than the physical abuse. I don't understand why people are so ugly to each other. This is suppose to be the one you couldn't live without. At one time you love Him or Her more than anything. So how could you destroy them. GET HELP..give it to God, he will help. And I am not saying it is just men..I have heard a lot of men talking about wife abuse, hitting, name calling, and in front of children. STOP, STOP, STOP.. Those children WILL remember it all, and it will affect them forever. Get help, ask your minister, a phycologist, a friend, any one..JUST STOP.

Okay, that made me feel better. Not that it will affect anyone else, but sometimes I just feel like it NEEDS to be said. God Bless anyone who reads this...and all who are living it. And if your living it, LEAVE, they will hit you again. Protect yourself and your children, don't let anyone destroy your peace of mind, or your children's.

Stop Violence..any kind!!

Paradise?

It just seems funny to me that we all live in a warm, wonderful environment, and still catch all these colds. We have done nothing but pass it around for weeks!! I guess germs don't care anything about temperatures!

My son-in-laws Father and father's girlfriend are visiting. They are very nice, and it is always a pleasure to have them here. But, somehow I always feel like the proverbial 5th wheel. I'm not sure why, but I feel in the way, I wish when they had company, I could be gone. I may be gripping about something that is not even a real problem!!!!! I do that quite often, always have. His Mother and step father are coming next. She is very nice, but also very strange. Not strange, like weird, but just different than most people, and he fits her perfectly. I know they will all love seeing the children. I can't have them to myself all the time!!!!

Well, that's about all for now, I just don't feel up to par and I am DONE...Thanks for your time.. God Bless. Enjoy the picture!!!